My Disease

This might be the beginning of the end
I m feeling warm but the cold is rising inside
As the blood Is flowing in my veins
The insecurities are lying all around
Shall I say I m awake or M i dying inside
I gotta find a way which goes to my heart
People were all around me but I was lost inside
No one to hold me when I m falling every time
This scattered destiny is longing for me
Is this a disease or m I just dreaming
My heartbeats are fluctuating
And the silence is screaming in every corner
I m Scared to death
But there's no running away from the time
People say time heals all the scars
But I don't want to heal any
I want to create few more
Cause maybe tomorrow it might be the end of the world.

No Existence

The doors were closed,
I couldn't take it any more,
I had to run away,
We dream of heaven,
Which we have never seen,
The time has lost its direction,
The kingdom was falling into pieces,
The tears were turning into a sea,
I was turning invisible as the time passed by,
Into the future of no existence,
And when I was dying inside,
The world still moved on,
Fears were running all over my mind,
But the day still moved on,
So many things are still undiscovered,
So many things are still unsaid,
On the journey of another beginning,
Into infinity,
Into nowhere,
I had to move on,
On the journey of no existence.

Love Song

As the days pass by one after another,
As the time passes by minute after hours,
I close my eyes and I think of YOU,
Close to MY heart where YOU belong,
YOU revolve all around over MY mind,
I think of the times when WE were together,
But it breaks MY heart to see that things are not the same,
When WE walked hand in hand, I never thought I had to long to hold YOU back in MY arms,
When WE kissed, I never thought I had to wait to touch YOUR lips once again,
I know WE had ups and downs,
But who doesn't.
I always loved YOU for what YOU are,
All I ever wanted was YOU,
Money, Luxury, Comfort never fascinate ME,
YOU DO girl!
I always thought things would be easy as long as YOU'RE by my side,
But I miss YOU being my side, Next to me,
I wanted to write a love song,
But I'm sure this is not a love song,
Baby what YOU talk to me is a song,
And YOUR voice is my melody.
You're my song!
You're my love song!

Train to No Where Land

Train to nowhere land arrived on my station,
I looked inside but there was no one whom i knew,
I got in and sat in a corner,
"Welcome To Nowhere Land" that's what was written on the wall.

Alone and sad I was lost in myself,
I don't know what went wrong but there was nothing to regret,
I thought tomorrow could be a better day,
but it never did.

The train went to the valleys of emptiness,
and tunnels of hollowness,
I felt like there was no escape from this pain
all I could think of was a better tomorrow.

On the ashes of yesterday I dint want to mourn,
but I couldn't stop thinking.
A tear rolled down on my cheeks and I looked outside,
I saw a waterfall of tears.

I closed my eyes and I just wanted to fall asleep,
away from this misery, away from the thoughts in my mind,
but I couldn't sleep my heart was still beating,
my heart was still aching,
and I knew I always thought from my heart.

I decided to try once again to live,
I decided to find a reason for happiness,
with hopes not only in my heart but also mind I got down on the next station,
I had come too far but I had to hade back,
to go back from where I started,
to start all over once again!