Sunday, December 9, 2012

Don't Let Me Go



Inside the cage of my emotions,
There's nowhere to go,
This emptiness is killing me for sure,
Every moment I m dying inside,
This river of longing has no shore,
I've missed you so much,
All the memories I try to forget,
The promises are fading each day,
Every time I remember you tears rolls down my face,
The songs that we sang maybe never made to last,
Come to my dreams atleast and tel me everything was a lie,
Come to my dreams and please tel me everything was a lie,
Today I feel the pain of the stars in the sky,
Why they are so far from each other,
Sail my boat and please show me the direction,
I m lost in this sea of sadness,
Give me a shoulder to cry on,
Hold my hand and don't let me go,
Come to my dreams atleast and dont let me go,
Please don't let me go.

Don't Break My Heart



The good times that we had,
And the bad times that we had too,
The fights that we had when the reasons were meaningless,
And the times when the reasons were big too,
The moments that we spent only both of us knew,
We weren't part of the crowd cause at that instance we made the crowd,
Every time you had a doubt you put a status on your whats app,
Every time we had a fight you went out with someone to get over me,
But you never did,
The things that you told me,
Sometimes they were hard to believe sometimes I believed them blindly,
I just want you to know,
I thought of you Everytime,
When you put that status I was here thinking why you did that,
Every time you went out with someone I was sitting alone in a bar trying to forget you,
But I never did,
I m broken into pieces,
Come heal me,
All the times we had a fight because of a third person,
Where both us knew we could have been happy with each other,
I've become something that I thought I never will,
I walk with a hope in my heart,
A hope not to be heart broken again.

Sunday, August 5, 2012

Clarity.





Lonely thoughts in my mind
And my mind is the only place where I can go
Things might seem fucked up for now
But definitely I have come a long way for sure
I have thought about the things that I shouldn't
I have done things which I thought I wouldn't
I have lost ample of things definitely
But I m pretty sure I have learnt few new things too
Yes I know I m just another face in the crowd
But how can I forget crowd doesn't make me
I make the crowd
Sometimes I feel is this a dream?
Is it really my heaven or hell?
I have paid for all my dews by now
Or maybe it's just the beginning and not the end.

Friday, July 27, 2012

Tired.



Haven't eaten in days
This ever lasting thirst cant be satisfied with water
Paranoia is all I m left with
In this moment I wanna die
All this pain puts me into tears
And I m left with is nothing
Clouds and stars pass by at night
But I m still struggling to stand
I should be awake or sleep
Is my dream world better or d reality
Every day I m finding myself 6 feet under the ground
No one to hold me when I m falling down
Tired of myself telling its ok
Tired of myself telling its just a phase
Cant control this feelings any more
Slowly this poison is filling inside me
This life is slowly killing me everyday.